soooo ,,
i know its a lil diffcult to work according to your desires , needs ,.
there will be several things which will make you feel down or low , it could be your friends too
just imagine the day youre gonna proudly say that yess i wanted this thing badly and i have acheived it so far
there will be several tries that people will do to put you down but you knoww how badly you wanted it or your family wanted it sooo let people make youuu put down
just say -- i am gods favourite , worth child and capable of doing anyhting possible