My surname came from my self-evaluation of my personality(sarcasm). because back when I was 10 till 12 years old I've always kept my guard up, always alone intentionally because I want to make friends but I'm scared of being hurt so I always put on a mask, afraid of being vulnerable and as a result (I've was bullied because I look like I'm looking down on people it had the opposite effect) and only got a few friends (but was solid as hell though, few but solid as hell) so that's where I got it.